Tired

A circle of thoughts has been going my mind for days now...

Tired of being helpful...
Tired of being considerate...
Tired of being a good guy...

Because I don't seem to see being the good guy helps me..
Because I don't seem to get what I want.. her...

Have been having heartache whenever I see her together with him..
Have been having heartache whenever she ignores my sms...
Have been having heartache just thinking about her..

Keep thinking if he treats her well...
Keep thinking if she's happy...
Keep thinking if she would come back to me...

I know I should have let her go..
I tried.. I failed..

Despite how friends say that being a couple has a share of its problems... I'm really tired of being single

I feel very lonely...

I just want someone to share my thoughts... as stable as people see me... I'm not godlike...

Bro's bday + Messy Room

Bro's bday on Friday, had a mountain of Chao Tau Fu for b'day cake

Brother with crying niece

My ever so messy table...

My cramped display cupboard

The most decent display partition with my gayish incomplete EXIA

EXIA WIP Part 4 - 2

Look at that knife... it's HUGE~~

He's enjoying the torture...muahaha

EXIA WIP Part 4

Close up on head - 1

Close up on head - 2

Close up on shield

Close up on the incomplete arms... I scrapped off the ugly paint job

EXIA WIP Part 2 - Repost

Tools & Manual for building it

All the parts involved

End of 1st page

Close up on body

Multitasking

Screenshot of my screen in a typical day in office...

EXIA WIP Part 3

End of Page 2.... a bit slow here... due to the sticker in the middle as well as a coloring in the middle-ring