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Monday, May 17, 2010

Tired

A circle of thoughts has been going my mind for days now...

Tired of being helpful...
Tired of being considerate...
Tired of being a good guy...

Because I don't seem to see being the good guy helps me..
Because I don't seem to get what I want.. her...

Have been having heartache whenever I see her together with him..
Have been having heartache whenever she ignores my sms...
Have been having heartache just thinking about her..

Keep thinking if he treats her well...
Keep thinking if she's happy...
Keep thinking if she would come back to me...

I know I should have let her go..
I tried.. I failed..

Despite how friends say that being a couple has a share of its problems... I'm really tired of being single

I feel very lonely...
I just want someone to share my thoughts... as stable as people see me... I'm not godlike...